Neverland

"I don't know what I'm looking for, but I know I just want to look some more."

"I don't know what i'm living for, but I know I just want to live some more."

I'm at this point in my life right now... this point where i'm sort of feeling like... 

What am I doing? 

What do I want? 

Where am I? 

Why do I have to grow up? 

And I honestly have NO idea.

But guess what? Everyone feels like this!  

Something that i've realized lately: Attitude is everything. 

This blog will be where I share my experiences that help me with that path i'm on. You know, the one that helps me find me ;) Unless i'm already here. 

Does anyone else ever feel like this? 

Growing up.

There are so many days where I want to just lay in my bed.. and on these days I say to myself.. "Why do I work? Why do I go to school? Why can't I just be innocent, young, happy, positive, and carefree?" 

The answer is this: Sure, it's great to not have a care in the world. But then I think of those moments. The ones that make me feel totally like i'm living this amazing happiness. And those moments all come from growing up. I feel like i'm at a point now that I can realize the good outweighs the bad :) It's nothing we've never heard, but what if I just took a step back.. and looked at every situation as a stepping stone. Because really, that's the truth. Every friend I make, class I take, place I go, everything I see, ALL of that.. makes me who I am. Obviously. And it changes everyday.

So just maybe.. Growing up doesn't suck so much.  

And maybe changing everyday is okay.